YOU GUYS WERE WAITING FOR MY UPDATES THE WHOLE TIME! I COULDN'T FORGIVE MYSELF!! >.< im SOO SORRY!! so yeah...life is full of ups and downs but...MOSTLY DOWNS! i watched in youtube that everyone is actually girls when they were born! and that kinda explains why there are gay people and why guys have nipples XD.

and also i saw how stress can KILL YOU!!! and i think im dying cuz i have a really bad cough!

even as i type now, im coughing! like really bad, :(

but i'll give some updates! :) for you guys! or gals! or...well you know the rest!

well....lara is becoming a....how do i put this? ummm...a friend again! but she keeps on talking about phineas and ferb act your age and what evs. At first i was excited and stuff but now she just keeps on saying it over and over and over and over and over and...how many times did i say over? well that doesnt matter cuz it will never really reach the hundred times lara talks about P and F.

and another update! i don not really have a crush on anyone anymore! :) i do not wanna be known as "bea, the loner who can't catch the guy she wants to...well, catch!" even though i don't really chase guys! XD and ashley my friend says she will help with me get into a relation ship...i dont know. i don't really want to be in a relation ship yet ._.

and THE TEST IM STILL WORRIED ABOUT!! DX i might never be able to post again! cuz last time, papa banned me UNTIL SUMMER STARTED! I BARELY KNEW HOW TO TYPE!

 <-------- so.....how do i type??

F*ck ME! stress here i come! JUST KILL ME ALREADY! nah! just kidding! or am i?

bea out