Name : Bea
Long Name : Bea Marie
Born on : Nov. 19
Lives in : PH
Wishe(s) : I WANT TO BE SLIM!

I like
i love horror and puppies also funny stuff and pranks!


I Hate
i hate people taking advantage of me and i don't like people who are attention wanters. i also hate my brother sometimes

Shaina friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend

credit:

TUTORIAL PAGE ! CHANGE WITH YOURS !

Template Designer

Cara Buat Header Langsung jadi PNG option option option option option option option option option option option option option option option

So, in preschool there was this boy I liked named Joshua. Now, Joshua was your typical Chinese heartthrob aka chinito. When I was a child, I was always straight forward and randomly broadcast-ed any form of love, like, infatuation or whatever I felt for pretty much any guy. Well, I spread around some sort of story where me and Joshua kissed at my house, IN THE BATHROOM.

Relatives laughed it off, my brother made it as some sort of joke, so as I grew up, I dismissed it as some weird ass dream (full of fantasy bullshit) I had as a child. Yeah...

WELL NO

N-O

FUCKING NO

Just recently I have recalled the biggest cringe I had ever reminisced in my ENTIRE LIFE.
SHORT DIALOGUE OF WHAT HAPPENED

MOM: Hey, remember that boy you liked when you were a kid?
ME: hm? who?
MOM: That boy you said you kissed
ME: OOoohhh eeww mom, don't make me remember that story I made up. it was just a dream
MOM: No it wasn't.
ME: wat

*small moment of silence

MOM: the maids saw and told me the day I came home.

I WAS SO EMBARRASSED LIKE FUCK. What I hate is HOW the kiss happened since I was the one who INITIATED IT like dafuq most people would be like "oh how adorable" BUT NO. I WAS SOME SORT OF HOE AT THE AGE OF 8.

Even when he was leaving the house, I called him to kiss me through the grills of our gate until the maids pulled me away.

and there you have it. Kill me now AHAHAHAAHHAAHAH

My last post was about a year ago and, its funny how I said.and I quote: "But I will make this clear, I'm not abandoning this blog!:D". Then I stop posting for about a year right off the bat. See? I'm unreliable lol.

moving on, I will make this official. I'm abandoning this blog and I'm pretty sure no one out there cares or even remembers this! I bet my old readers have better things to do and those things, they already did a year ago since, hey I kinda had an 11 month break.

I'm not totally deserting this, I'm just gonna use this for other things. I wont post things here as if I'm talking to people. or to entertain. Since I doubt anyone even reads this anymore, I'll use this as a diary with my own Point of view in it. I'm probably gonna make this private in about a month (When I figure out how), then that will be the official end of this blog.




I'm still thankful for Shaina, my good, amazing, and artistic friend who made this for me. I'm sorry I wasn't able to keep it up. lots of things in my shoulders, like finishing a list of anime movies/series I should watch (YURI ON ICE IS F*CKING AMAZING) so baaiiii





Bea out, forever :)

It's been SOO LOONNGG!! Apparently, the post I did on my phone did not really POST now did it?

It's about the cosplay mania back in october, EXTREMELY FUN! I cosplayed Haruhi Suzumiya~! My other friend, yshee (also has a blog called another-hobby.blogspot.com. but she will be deleting it soon :(..) dressed up as Onodera Kosaki from nisekoi~!

WEEEEEE~!!




Pictures will probably be posted soon~!! if not, Just stalk me on face book XD

Anyway, We have a project on computer and that is to make another website sooo I was about to cheat by using this one but my close friend told me off along with yshee then told the teacher soo I made a new one!
http://theoriz.blogspot.com/

Please check it out and ask away! I do theories and other things that are answerable! If you're still there at least. But I will make this clear,

I'M NOT ABANDONING THIS BLOG! :D

just check it out. It's for school and Fun purposes :).

Will cosplay her (Yazawa Nico from Love Live) on the next cosplay event. feb (but not this year)

Bea out

ITS BEEN SOO LONG WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!

I'm not even sure if any of you Justins read my posts or visit this even (;-;)... So, Stuff has been happening! My friends have like..partners in their love life except me (;-;)... I feel like a third wheel every time I'm with them and their partners but at the same time WARM AND FUZZY!!


Soo, My firendship with ashley is slowly fading away. we're not as close anymore and im hanging out with yshee and julia more. BTW, Yshee is the one with the partner. So today she was gonna do something with her partner (YOLO. im not sure if you remember him though. look at my old posts). something sweet, nice and a bit hard to do if you were in her shoes. in the end she couldn't :(.

 This is my understanding yet disappointed face.

and we all played a game. i was about to go home when they dared me to pole dance on a pillar. of course, im an extreme person so i did it! MAYN, I LOOKED FAABUULLOUUSS~!!!


LOOL!! YEEAAHHH!!! so that's it for today i guess. school is just S*** guys, sorry. i was absent for too long guys! BTW, we're doing an epic play where the whole school will watch us! what do you suggest we do? also, don't be afraid to give your ideas on a plot. BE FREE~!! my classmates and i might start a freedom writers club online too so i'll give you guys the link and all that if we do make one!

Bea out. (maybe for a long period of time)

TOWN OF SALEM~!!!

I like had the best game ever there! I played them well and I WON FOR THE TOWN!!! WOOO~!! I won by myself, seriously, I was the only one left.


I met a few awesome guys! ZaBuZaJaCob a.k.a Jacob and AliceAthenaGraceB a.k.a i have no idea. There were mean people who said bad stuff about this blog like Ramdon and a nice guy who defended me like Novi....honestly, i forgot his name XD Novi or Nova? IM SO SORRY.
<- sorry person

Anyway, the game I had was SOO WELL THOUGHT OFF! I DID GOOD XD. My role was jailor. Jacob and Athena (i think that's her name) Died and I was the only town member left. "SH*IT" I thought. There were 3 of us left. me- jailor, serial killer and the Godfather. I thought about what to do and I thought of killing The godfather when we lynch Mario (the serial killer) Mario said he had never won a game so i felt sorry for him

but I had to win for the town! NO MERCY! plus, he got my fave role XD. so we lynched him. the good thing was, I was jailor. (Jailor's die if they jail Serial Killer) I jailed the Godfather and he totally panicked XD

me:hello
GF;OH **** I FORGOT
      NO NO NO NO!! I'M NOT GF! I'M MEDIUM!!
me:mwahahahahahahahaha
GF:IM A MEDIUM! IM A MEDIUM!!
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and then i killed him. BOOM! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!


anyway, I'm gonna play again soon XD I can't wait to have another good game with Jacob and Athena. And who plays otome games here? :3 pls give me the game and your invitation card! Thank you~!!

bea out

IT'S NATIONAL DOUGNUT DAYYY~!!

I saw it on facebook thinking it was baloney, but it's true! Krispy kreme is giving away free doughnut here in the philippines!! Even though it's celebrated in the US.



Krispy Kreme's doughnuts are soo good! I'm gonna text my mom to get some today! if only my phone was less bitchy and would just plain work! UUGGHH!! MOMMY!! PLEASE GET SOME KRISPY KREME!!



I love doughnuts~!! so Town of Salem is doing great! I TOOK THE ULTIMATE RISK! AND I WON FOR THE MAFIA~!! WOOOO~!!!

I was God father against Veteran and i f***ing TRICKED HIM INTO USING HIS LAST ALERT! BOOM! IN YOUR FACE VETERAN!! WOOOO~!!!


bea out

Town of salem is an awesome game! you must play it!! its a survival game. you get by, by killing, lying and other things, JUST to survive! i have died a couple times and saved a few lives so im average. RPGminx and Dave are awesome at that game.



well there are a few female dogs (I'm keeping this PG) like wings (player) that pure arsehole! UUGHH! and she was lesbian! and a 17 year old ._. wow, a 17 year old picking on a 12 year old. wow. shouldn't the adult stop a fight? guess what? SHE STARTED IT AND EVEN THOUGH I SAID SORRY/ STOPPED SHE STILL SAID BAD SH-..STUFF ABOUT ME! and listen to this, she said (sarcastically) "ooohh~! 5SOS is sooo hot"



Not all 12 year olds are like fan addicts and have crushes on celebs. in fact, even 17 year old lesbians fall in love with celebrities and talk about how hot (EEWWWWW) a boy/ boy band/ a boy in a boy band is. honestly, i don't really like any bands. im not a fan gurl. I don't even care about 5SOS or 1D or any other boy bands there.



so, wings was being a jerk and im soo happy she died!..in the game! but i seriously want to punch her in the face. seriously, if you saw me in a room with her, she would have fractions and something that won't function well in her body anymore like her heart, (ITS ALREADY COLD), her brain (SHE DOESN'T EVEN USE IT) or her hands. (SHE JUST USES HER HANDS TO TYPE BAD THINGS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE).

...Im just really mad at wings. sorry for the rant.

but town of salem is really fun! its the people who ruin the game -_-. Jolo was totally right.
anyway it's june! school is coming! that means...homework, stress, projects and AIRCON is coming!

 THERE'S AIRCOONN~!!

yeah! there's aircon in all levels in the school! pretty neat!

Bea out